ku telah saksikan perkara yg paling menyakitkan hatiku.
tp ak pendamkan saja. takut ad yg terluka.
syazana roslan, bekas best friend ak.....
membawa bf nyer, zuhami hanafi, ke sg.gabai....
aahh.. hancur hati ak..
ibarat remuk tak bertepi. ibarat pecahnya sebiji gelas kaca.
adoi.... rupanyer org yg memandu saga td bf dia..
errrrrrrr.....
nampaknyer ak dah hilang arah, tak bertepi...
nampak dia membawa bf nyer sendiri, berpegang tgn dan dating yg romantis di sungai..
"ya allah, jadikan perjumpaanku dgn dia pd hari ni merupakan perjumpaan yg biasa. tidak lebih drpd itu."
syukur.. doaku dimakbulkan. dia pun xbg respon sgt kpdku.
sesampainyer ak d ktm serdang, ak pun berjmp kpd kwn baikku, abas.
ap yg dia ckp memberi kelegaan kpd ak.
"nazrin, anggaplah syazana bkn jodoh engkau. allah menciptakan manusia ini berpsg2an. itu janji allah."
"adakah kau berdendam kpd dia? klu ya, buatlah sesuatu yg melegakan..."
"jgn fikirkan sgt dia. percayalah satu hr nnt kat tempat ko blajar ad yg akan minat kpd ko nnt."
aku mmg sgt2 lega dgn ko abas.
kaulah sahabat baikku.
jd mulai hari ini ak berikrar, nurul syazana bt. roslan telah ku katakan:-
"abas, mulai hr ni nana bukannyer bestfwen ak n org yg ak minat. tq abas. ak hargai nasihat ko....."
akulah sang mantan.. akulah sang mantan....
lirik yg korg patut hayati:-
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hehehe... ad pandangan dan cdgn? komen...
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~ahad, 07 mac 2010
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laaa....pasal pompuan ke yg ko gila2kan dan sedih sgt? dont make a big fuss about it. you have your friends to show u the art of appreciation and understanding of how a true relationship shud be like. u just need to explore, explore the real colours of life. u were born with a much bigger objective, kejar objective yg Tuhan suruh kita tu dulu. alongside, Tuhan akan hadiahkan apa yg ko pnh sangka ko akan dpt. Allah Maha Kaya. Pasangan jodoh ko nnt adalah jauh lebih baik dr apa yg ko idam2kan. aku boleh jamin.
BalasPadameventually it becomes a fuss outside my conscious mind... but I realise it and I become more comfortable. Thx shahrain. Kaulah kwn yg baik utk ak.....
BalasPadamsit back and learn dulu. observe dulu the world around you. being in love is easy, being in a relationship is a responsibility, being responsible is hard work as being honest and loyal in a relationship requires patience and belief. holding dear to love is a difficult thing as akan always ada je benda that tends to bring you down. when you are ready my friend, you will know it yourself inside your heart.
BalasPadamread my new post on my blog =):
http://side-by-heart.blogspot.com/
Some people say, love is dangerous, double is trouble, etc. Very fragile. So you have to take care of it. I agree.
BalasPadamNo matter what people say, this is your space (blog). Your space to be a creative people; because not all people can translate what they have in their mind, so your are also considered berjaya because of you are so brave to story your inner feelings to other people. Yes!
But, try not to be at the bottom of the wheel to0 long. Once down, make a fast movement to go to the top of the wheel and prepare to go down again. That is life. So, love is a life, almost similar to a life cycle. Cycle it and go through it.. Again, that is life....
thx ron...
BalasPadam